Granolla flashbacks
Um
Sitting here lookin' at the Granola bar - my breakfast for the past couple of weeks - and listening to my stomach growl, again. I just had a flashback of Surly and the Bagel. A fable if I ever heard one. When I had a smoking flashback.
It's funny. After a while you forget what the cravings are like. They become random through the day. There can be whole hours (!) when there is no Psychosomatic pains in the chest, then all of a sudden there it is and it takes a while to figure out what the hell it is! Of course it's twice as bad as it should be because it it's unexpected. Roxy once told me that I always start again in month ten. I'm living month seven at the moment. I have the winter going for me this time though. By the time month ten comes around it'll be December and bloody freezing! There's no way that I'll be willing to go out for one, especially now that they've banned smoking undercover. *shudder*
Ah Roxy. I miss her. There I admitted it. I think about her a lot. I can't help thinkin' that there's something wrong, of course that could just be my wishful thinkin' on my part. Trying to distract myself from the fact that she's moved on and I'm still sittin' here… I was going to say Pining but I don't think what I'm doing is Pining, it's more like I miss someone to talk to that knows me. Of course, when I think about it she doesn't usually give me a chance to vent. Or more accurately. I've forgotten what I was going to complain about because I'm busy fixing her problems for her.
That of course brings me round to Mumsie. I miss her, but I'm worried to call her. She's working such strange hours now that I don't want to call her when she's in the middle of something or at work and one of the managers goes off on her. *sigh* Mumsie, if ya read this would ya drop me a line and let me know when I can call ya please? I miss you.
Oh brought the "bag" in today. I feel a tad uncomfortable for some reason. I keep forgetting, even though I've been in this county for 9 years, that they don't have fashion police. At least not in Northern Ohio! *grin* I love the bag though, it's going to be awesome for traveling, all my paperwork in there, scan one item and forget about it! Brilliant!
Oh, people are starting to come on line, better go.
Sitting here lookin' at the Granola bar - my breakfast for the past couple of weeks - and listening to my stomach growl, again. I just had a flashback of Surly and the Bagel. A fable if I ever heard one. When I had a smoking flashback.
It's funny. After a while you forget what the cravings are like. They become random through the day. There can be whole hours (!) when there is no Psychosomatic pains in the chest, then all of a sudden there it is and it takes a while to figure out what the hell it is! Of course it's twice as bad as it should be because it it's unexpected. Roxy once told me that I always start again in month ten. I'm living month seven at the moment. I have the winter going for me this time though. By the time month ten comes around it'll be December and bloody freezing! There's no way that I'll be willing to go out for one, especially now that they've banned smoking undercover. *shudder*
Ah Roxy. I miss her. There I admitted it. I think about her a lot. I can't help thinkin' that there's something wrong, of course that could just be my wishful thinkin' on my part. Trying to distract myself from the fact that she's moved on and I'm still sittin' here… I was going to say Pining but I don't think what I'm doing is Pining, it's more like I miss someone to talk to that knows me. Of course, when I think about it she doesn't usually give me a chance to vent. Or more accurately. I've forgotten what I was going to complain about because I'm busy fixing her problems for her.
That of course brings me round to Mumsie. I miss her, but I'm worried to call her. She's working such strange hours now that I don't want to call her when she's in the middle of something or at work and one of the managers goes off on her. *sigh* Mumsie, if ya read this would ya drop me a line and let me know when I can call ya please? I miss you.
Oh brought the "bag" in today. I feel a tad uncomfortable for some reason. I keep forgetting, even though I've been in this county for 9 years, that they don't have fashion police. At least not in Northern Ohio! *grin* I love the bag though, it's going to be awesome for traveling, all my paperwork in there, scan one item and forget about it! Brilliant!
Oh, people are starting to come on line, better go.
posted by Krave at 09:13
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