Unbelievable! So that's what they mean by "So do you feel different now?"
Sooo. This is what they mean by "Do you feel different after you got married?"
I do! I actually do! It's brilliant! I can honestly say that I'm not afraid of what the future will bring, as long as i have her to confide and help support me :)
Yeah, I know. Sounds pants. What can I say? I didn't believe it myself at first, I thought that it was just the over excitement of the day and what not.
Of course it's only been two weeks, but here's my theory. After all I have been married before and I thought that I was blissfully happy, until the day that we had the conversation, and I left the house.
Now I realise that the people that ask if you feel different have had a lot of life experience. Of both the good kind as well as the bad.
When I was first married it was to the same girl that I lost my cherry too (I say it like that because I'm embarrassed to say Virginity) Shit I said it!
Anyway, no life experiance what so ever. And when I put the ring on, that first time, I didn't feel any differant.
Now, with all the wacky and strange things I've seen and done. As well as done to and been done by!
When I put the ring on, it was like all the emotional ties that I had to all of those things that have happed to me where severed. I'm still trying to get my soul back on the ground! *grin*
I can look back at all of those that I hurt (there aren't many of you, but those that there are, I used to think of you often), I can now think of them without the same feeling of pain and embarrassment that I used to. One day I hope that I can make it up to you or them.
I can also think of those that I was in relationships with that caused harm to me. Not because they meant it - at least most of the time - but because I settled. Usually for the first person to pick me up, because then I didn't have to work on it. It was simply there and ready.
Wow, this is getting deep! *grin*
All I wanted to say is; Yes. I do feel different. I can honestly say that I don't think that I've ever been happier.
Of course there's always next week! *grin*
I do! I actually do! It's brilliant! I can honestly say that I'm not afraid of what the future will bring, as long as i have her to confide and help support me :)
Yeah, I know. Sounds pants. What can I say? I didn't believe it myself at first, I thought that it was just the over excitement of the day and what not.
Of course it's only been two weeks, but here's my theory. After all I have been married before and I thought that I was blissfully happy, until the day that we had the conversation, and I left the house.
Now I realise that the people that ask if you feel different have had a lot of life experience. Of both the good kind as well as the bad.
When I was first married it was to the same girl that I lost my cherry too (I say it like that because I'm embarrassed to say Virginity) Shit I said it!
Anyway, no life experiance what so ever. And when I put the ring on, that first time, I didn't feel any differant.
Now, with all the wacky and strange things I've seen and done. As well as done to and been done by!
When I put the ring on, it was like all the emotional ties that I had to all of those things that have happed to me where severed. I'm still trying to get my soul back on the ground! *grin*
I can look back at all of those that I hurt (there aren't many of you, but those that there are, I used to think of you often), I can now think of them without the same feeling of pain and embarrassment that I used to. One day I hope that I can make it up to you or them.
I can also think of those that I was in relationships with that caused harm to me. Not because they meant it - at least most of the time - but because I settled. Usually for the first person to pick me up, because then I didn't have to work on it. It was simply there and ready.
Wow, this is getting deep! *grin*
All I wanted to say is; Yes. I do feel different. I can honestly say that I don't think that I've ever been happier.
Of course there's always next week! *grin*
posted by Krave at 12:33
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