Argh! The bloody pills!

Must have been tireder than I thought. More of that in a minute. What I found disturbing last night is that I'm thinking of stopping drinking.

I realise that this sounds a bit drastic. After all I was born in England but lived most of my life in Scotland before coming here, that's 20 odd years! But the realisation that I'm a binge drinker even if it's on the weekends scared me. Don't get me wrong it's not because I drink and drive or that I'm ill or anythin'. It was simply very startling to watch a women who worked out for three four hours a day turned into a slob virtually over night.

OK, back to the lack of sleeping thing. The past two nights I've been unable to sleep. Figured out last night it's partly because I'm itching from what I thought in Memphis – when I had those little bites all over my feet remember? We suddenly I have the little bastards back again. Not as numerous but you don't need many of the little bastards to keep you awake all night!

So I started thinkin' maybe it's a rash. After all my Dad and Brother have strange reactions to stuff all the time. I've also been wearing long trousers and socks so the little bastards shouldn't be able to eat me unless there in the house or even in my bed.. Let's not go there yet. It's a brand new bed. It hasn't even been broken in yet for the love of God!

Oops sorry. Anyway while I'm trying not to scratch at one in the morning it suddenly dawns on me. Both last couple of days since the little bites started appearing again and the Memphis trip I was taking a brand of generic one-a-day vitamins! Could that be the cause of all this nastiness?

Holy Mother Of God! Aren't they supposed to help ya?! Maybe I'm allergic to “red dye 233” or somethin' else bazaar that's in em. So I've stopped them. Lets see if there the reason that my back hurts as well, that would be nice. That would mean it's not simply that I'm a) sitting in the rundown Gaming chair too long. b) too fat and the exercises are stressing my back c) Just so out of shape that it will hurt for a while while my bod gets used to it. Suck it up buddy! Grin

OK, so I know perfectly well it's because I'm out of shape.. Bugger.