Tuesday, January 06, 2009

A day from hell or an opportunity to let the nonsense slide off me

It's been one of those days. I'm all square in my own mind, but
everything externally seems to be going to crap.

I'm going to try and not let it get to me as much, I just wish there was
something to look forward too. It's funny, since giving up EVE (which I
still miss terribly now and then) I don't feel like I have anything to
do when I get home.

I end up throwing a game on, and watching a torrent'ed TV show.
Basically bored out of my mind.

I need a hobby, oh hang on. I'm going to have another kid in a couple
or five months! That should remove this feeling of boredom quite nicely
and replace it with a feeling of "joy and happiness". As well as
wondering if I will ever have "spare" time again.

The bottom line is that I have to force myself to DO something,
anything. Otherwise I'll turn into a couch.